“Those of
us who still cling, however desperately, to the vestiges of the enlightenment
belief that truth and falsity exist, are aghast at the extent and depth of the
US government and media’s willingness to lie, deceive, distort, falsify and
exaggerate evidence to serve their geo-political goal of ruling the world.” Dr.
Michael Welton
Tonight I’m thinking about Charlie Sifford, one of the first
African-American professional golfers. Long before Tiger Woods, there was
Charlie Sifford, a black man playing the whitest of sports. Charlie Sifford
died recently. I remember him, in particular because he smoked cigars, which,
to my very young self, was as unusual as the fact of his skin color.
My father, a butcher by trade and gambler by inclination, took up golf
either shortly before or soon after my brother was born in 1957, and by dint of
determination and practice, made himself a decent amateur player. His home
course was Muni – the Municipal Golf Course on McCaw Avenue here in Santa
Barbara. My father spent his every free moment at Muni, working on his game, or
– when he wasn’t – playing gin rummy for money on the wooden picnic tables
under the pine trees. A man could do that back then, in the early and mid 60’s;
try it now and a SWAT team would descend and arrest every man within a hundred
feet of the tables.
Progress, I suppose.
Anyway, my father took to golf like a redneck to NASCAR, and he taught my
brother and I the game. From the age of six to twelve or thirteen, my summers
were spent at Muni, playing golf, working on the driving range, caddying. I
spent so much time at Muni that I knew the greens keepers by name. My brother went
on to become a fine amateur golfer, captain of the San Marcos High School golf
team that captured the state title in1975. I was never better than an 8 or 9
handicap player; I liked golf, but when football, basketball, or baseball
season came along, I ditched my clubs for those sports. Not that I didn’t work
hard to make myself an accomplished golfer. I remember summer days when we
played 36 or even 54 holes, and then spent another hour or two on the driving
range or putting green. Looking back, I think the only reason I practiced so
much for no reason other than to win my father’s approval. This was also the
reason I threw outrageous temper tantrums when I shanked a shot or missed a
short putt.
I don’t play golf now and have no desire to do so. Muni has become a
fiscal albatross around the City of Santa Barbara’s neck (not enough players),
and there has been talk of turning the course over to a private entity. I have
a set of clubs in our garage, classic old Power Built irons that my brother
gave me years ago. While I have no desire to use them, I also cannot bring
myself to give them away; they remind me of my youth, my father, they bring
back summer afternoons after my father got off work and would take my brother
and I out to play 9 holes. That was a treat.
And the clubs remind me of Charlie Sifford, the black PGA pro who smoked
cigars, though I never had any clue about the racism Sifford endured, the
insults, heckling and death threats from white people outraged that a black man
had the temerity to walk on their green fairways. White people made Charlie’s
life on the tour hell, but he kept playing. How good might Charlie Sifford have
been without all that racist noise? We will never know.
My father has been dead for a quarter of a century, my brother lives in
Oregon and hasn’t touched a golf club in years, but I every time I drive past
Muni, I think of long summer days, and see my father standing over a putt with
a cigarette dangling between his lips.