D, our
neighbor, is a mid-thirties white guy with an unhealthy pallor, greasy hair,
and a big-boned frame carrying thirty pounds more weight than it should. We
have lived next door to D for three and a half years, and in all that time I
doubt we have exchanged more than a dozen words. It’s not that D is unfriendly
-- it’s more that he’s reclusive and works irregular hours at a software
company. He rides a bicycle to and from his job, and never wears a helmet.
No family
ever calls on D. Every now and then a couple of his co-workers show up. D has
no girlfriend.
Our
recycling can is full so I go behind the building to toss some flattened
cartons in D’s blue can, only there isn’t room in his can either because it’s
stuffed with pizza boxes. I stop counting at twelve. There are beer cans and
bottles, too, lots of them.
When he
first moved in we figured D for a guy who planned to host many raucous and
drunken frat-boy style parties, because he hauled more beer and booze into his
apartment than furniture and clothes. Gallon jugs of vodka, gin, whisky, and
tequila, cases of Tecate, Budweiser, Coors and Corona. We braced ourselves for
a rave that never happened. D moved in and drank all that booze and beer by
himself.
D keeps the
blinds drawn and the windows closed, even on the warmest days of August and
September. Dead insects line his windowsill. A Mexican cleaning lady came to
clean the apartment a year or so ago but she left the insects on the sill.
It’s 1:30
a.m. We hear heavy footsteps on the landing, a thud, and then D’s voice:
“Fucking lying slut. I’m going to put my fist through your head, fucking lying
slut. Go fuck yourself, fucking slut.” He’s on his cell, my wife says, peeking
through the blinds. “He’s wasted! He can’t find his key.” I ask if he’s carrying
a pizza box.
We go to the
grocery store, Vons on Turnpike, to pick up a few things for my wife’s parents.
It’s 2:30 in the afternoon and we notice immediately that by a wide margin we
are the youngest shoppers in the store. Everyone else appears to be Medicare
eligible and a recipient of Social Security; it’s as if Vons has declared this
afternoon a Senior Special. Liver spots, rheumy eyes and osteoporosis are the
order of the day. Arthritic fingers clutch lists and coupons; the oldsters
wheel their carts slowly as if each step causes pain, and they spend several
minutes comparing labels for sugar and sodium, fat and carbohydrate. They avoid
the lower shelves. Watching them I feel like I’m staring at my future, the
stark, inevitable cruelty of old age that I see in my in-laws; in the doctor’s
appointments written on the white board in their kitchen, the pill bottles
arrayed on their kitchen table, the illnesses that linger longer than they once
did. We care for them as we hope our children will care for us when our turn
comes.
My wife
thinks D fits the profile of a serial killer, and that one day the police will
knock on our door and ask if we ever noticed anything unusual about D. Did we
smell strange odors emanating from his apartment? What about noises, did we
hear any strange sounds? Did we ever notice D carrying rope, nylon or wire? What
about medical equipment like syringes or scalpels, IV tubes?
I think D
drinks too much to be a serial killer. Though the famous ones who evade capture
are bat-shit nuts I assume it takes a certain clarity of mind, steady nerves,
and the wherewithal to cover one’s tracks, not something a drunk can do with
any consistency.
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